Update

I don't feel like writing at all but hoping somehow it will help. I was in the ER twice for severe anxiety because I didn't know that was what I was experiencing and felt like I was dying.  I couldn't work or eat or get out of bed. I ran out of money and moved back in with my mom. The ER gave me stupid meds that didn't work. My doctor here put me on better meds now I'm taking Paxil and Klonopin. I have always been against pharmaceuticals but at this point I will try anything that might take these horrible feelings away.